The BasDat Silahturami
Well what is silahturami in english? Anyway, it’s the second Database laboratory silahturami that I’ve ever attended. Well it will be the last as next year I’m not in here anymore. It’s silly anyway if I reflects back to what i was in last year. When i was in the 3′rd year i was really enthusiastic at that time when i could enter the laboratory. Believing that I could do this and that in this laboratory. It sounds cool man at firstly. But my spirit in here gradually diminish. It’s really sad that after being here for almost two years I only become teaching assitant. And even I don’t take the final project topic here. I feel sorry for it. Deep in my heart I feel shy to the database laboratory lectures. Although i’ve got chance being here i don’t use it optimally. Well anyway that’s the past and i must move on. Sometimes i feel like i want to go back to the past and believe that if the current/present me came back to the past, i could do everything better. It’s ridiculous though. He3 disatisfaction is consuming me right now. Well anyway life goes on and so be it …
September 12th, 2006 at 11:32 am
one who hasn’t even started his lesson yet blames it on everything else…
one who just started his lesson blames it on himself…
one who has already finished his lesson, sure doesn’t have anything to blame…
Guess, u know this chinese proverb well since u r some sort of chinese literature addict, as i remember…
so, just change the word “blame” to “regret”